“The absence of being able to envisage that you will ever be cheerful again. The absence of hope.”
Darkness consumes my inner demeanor
What sanity do we all have left
Thoughts of chaos cloud this place
Behind every smile, a broken face
Thoughts of chaos cloud this place
Every word I write, seems to break
On this darkened page
Dead inside, I can’t sustain this frame
I falter and break until I can’t sustain
The fact remains were no closer to pain
Than words I write on this darkened page
Even now I carry the weight, the fact remains
Even now I carry the weight.
Catalyst to my rate of decay.
In time it will be nothing.
A state of mind for the more that's coming.
Happiness comes as a vice
In the end we pay the ultimate price
How many tears must I spill on this page
Before sadness turns to rage
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023